The phrase (meaning "knowingly" or "intentionally") is most famous as the emotional core of the song "Bile Bile Sevdim" (I Loved [You] Knowingly) by the Turkish artist Çoban Ali .

The narrator asks others not to judge or "come at" them ( Ne olur üstüme gelmeyin benim ) for their choice to stay.

Bile Bile Sevdim O Hayırsızı by Çoban Ali - Lyrics - StarMaker

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